I'm So So Angry

... that I wanna kill... >.< If it's legal, I'll do so. If it's legal, I'll burst off Fun OK Cafe.
I'll blaze the skating ring in Sunway Pyramid.
I'll blast Cheras Selatan's TGV Cinema.
I'll bring down Cheras Selatan's Greenbox, and its capsules.
I'll bomb Euphoria.
I'll burn off SL's UTAR campus, Venice Hill, my current house in Mahkota Cheras, another house in Mahkota Cheras, Flora Green Condo... etc etc.

But too bad they are illegal... So I'm even even even more angry! (>.<) (>.<) (>.<) I'm angry coz I don't like the past. I absolutely cannot take it. Yet, I hafta swallow it! And pretend to be "gentle-lady". Can I say f***~!? Haiz, cool down darling babe~! I remembered what SYing said the other day, as we discussed on how we handle people we dislike (here I mean "those bitches").
She raised a question on whether or not we should show it clearly that we dislike/ hate them?
And it triggered some thoughts in me.

IF I were to make it absolutely clear/ by hinting that I dislike/ hate who and who, then it would be hard to make any future contacts.
But IF I don't make it clear, we will continue to hang out like we use to be, and this mean I will hafta pretend that I like them and enjoy whatever! You know I don't like to pretend. But the positive side is that everyone could live harmoniously.
Ahiz... there is a Chinese saying goes like this... 做人难啊...

But anyways, I decided to keep it to myself of who I dislike. So everyone can somehow hang out peacefully and harmoniously.
However, what's done cannot be undone. Just gotta see what will happen next.
As for myself, I'll just let time erase the hurts and betrayal I felt.