Christmas? New Year? Duhhh...

12/28

How did you celebrate your Christmas?

I knew my housemates went for Alvin and The Chipmunks, some friends gone to Singapore to enjoy I'm sure those very breathtaking Christmas view, some went to countdown at wherever they wanna be, fine dinner, exchanging presents, etc etc. Well, I spent this year's Christmas like every other days. Nothing special. Because Bee had to work lo... hohoho~! He has the most special celebration of all I guess... Hosting the Christmas countdown @ Ipoh's De Garden~! *I'm so proud of him*

That's why I "tumpang" his car back to Taiping. I'm soooOOooo glad I'm back home with my family~! All the good food & BoBo to bully & shoppings. Hey did I mention he just went for a haircut 1 or 2 weeks ago? He looks so adorable yet noob at the same time... LOL. It's a waste my sis didn't took any pic of him when his hair is still very very short. Now his hair is longer jor, but still looked noob.

Bee is going to work on the countdown again on New Year's Eve... So I guess I won't have any celebration lo. It's kinda sad when you can't spent such eventful days with your loved ones. Furthermore I really have a whole mountain of works to rush... T.T what a trimester. After reorganizing my calendar, I think I'll turn into ZOMBIE at the end of this trimester, which is Feb 2010. Huhhhhh.....

But I'm looking forward to the holiday Bee promised. Yeah~!! Ganbatte~!! Off to work, or snake loo...

A Random Piece

12/11

This is a random piece, that I might hafta go thru someday in the future... Ahhaha... maybe geh.

I'm walking on the street, and I see,

Those couples, they fight and make up with a kiss,

We have been there before,

But it was so long ago, I was thinking of,

Well it makes me miss your... ohhh

How do you feel, when she touches the tips of your lips,

Does she feels the same way I did too,

I can't bare to think the sight of it,

My heart is tearing like a coat unzip,

All over again...

You will never know that I'm crying now... I made that decision doesn't mean I don't feel sad.

1 Down, 3 To Go!

12/10

Woowoo... T_T

I'll be having midterms for a four consecutive weeks!

What a "back-to-study" life!

MBA is definitely not a "wet-wet-water" stuff.

There is a whole lot of assignments and term papers to complete.

Every week there will be either assignment due or presentation to prepare.

You don't get tips for exams. (unlike degree we were always spoon fed!)

When you thought you have done a "ok larh-to-good" job in revising and can conquer the exam, it turns out that the questions are soooo... as the professor said - "testing your understanding".

Answer till my hand going to breakdown!

Arghhhh... Hafta sharpen my "blow-water" skill jor!!! *sharpening the swords... I mean, my pens... I mean, the skill... Duhhh...*

Nonetheless, I still think it's better than working out there perhaps? Because I just so hate being stuck in traffic jam, wasting my time and getting frustrated then immune to it! Oh those days... *wondering back*

Anyways, good luck and all the best, to me & my bee! ...and also my mates! Ganbatte together ba!!!

Babe P/S: I wanna I wanna I wanna... go shoppinggggg :( and it has been a long time since we hit the cinema... Woowoo T_T When can we be free and go!???

Sanctuary

12/5

Next Tuesday I'll be having OB midterm, next next Monday ME midterm, and next next next Saturday AFDM & OM midterms... Arghhh... 3 - 4 weeks of continuous torture... erm, did I just say torture? Phew... busy buzy~!

Too much to study, so I'll be going to "The Library" to revise... or at least I thought we were...

Otw to e@curve... Me & my new hair band~! Wee^.^

Instead, we landed at Sanctuary. Something quite annoying happened... that "he-thought-he-is-rich-uncle" lan-cy my babe... but luckily we had big hearts~! Ahha! The rating for yesterday night should be around 4/10 ba... lousy club lousy nite... Duhhhh...

=)

As we were resting on the sofa

Noobee! Always like to take photo of me sleeping... -.-

This time include himself tim... -.-

Drank till I puked! But luckily babe made me eat 3 proflavano before I sleep... Else I'll be having a hangover now! Heee~! ^.^

Babe copy my look... LOL xD

Good Day Turned Bad

12/3

Woke up thinking today could be a good day, but 15 or 20 mins later, I'm facing my computer, blogging, shedding tears.

Was able to buy some new dresses later in the day... but... it doesn't really cheer me up though.

I am thinking, do we hafta go thru all "these" whenever I wanna go shopping? Will you still be as kind as you were, without giving me all those "hard times" first?

*sigh*

I wanna go A.....!

"Parts" of My Day

Today... dot dot dot.

The "sien-douuuu" part
Spend the whole afternoon finalizing... but yet to complete. To be exactly accurate we just finalized 1 chap and there are like, 8 more chaps to go, not to mention the appendices & references parts. *O.M.G*
Blahhhhh... I seriously think we should speed up la. Working like this is soooOOoo not efficient at all. Heh...but I know we can't stop gossiping & cr*pping de la~!

The "chong-dong" part
I walked back home. YUP I DID. From UTAR campus to Mahkota Cheras. A total of like 1.5 - 2 km. And when I reached home, only then I realized my key is with Baby. T.T... *weak*
Ask me why I did so? Coz kena "kek" by Baby la...

The "za-dou" part
Watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button with Baby & friends. It length-ed almost 3 hours, but then it's worth seeing. Tears not so much & laughters as well. Sometimes it bored me till death, yet my curiousity get the better of me, that I even tahan my pee till I finish the movie. LOL...

Hmm... suddenly thought of something. If I were asked to choose who I liked more, Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise, I'll definitely go for the latter~! Hee... both are good in their own ways, yet I always feel there is something more about Cruise... He is like a brand himself, a niche of a niche. Just like Gucci or LV, Ferrari or Lambor... you wanna go for the latter ones. Just personal opinions.

Broga Hill

12/1

Blog blog blog... It's time to blog about Broga Hill loooooo! Haha...

Before I start writing on the rest, I wanna say that I'm glad I didn't give up trekking last Friday (27th Nov 09). What an experience!! We should do it once more! xD

Well, initially I wanna give up because of several reasons. First of all, Bee & I just had a fight the night before... and because it seems to me that I couldn't talk some sense into his thick skull, I activated my "ignore mood" towards him! Next, I don't feel well. Whole body been aching for awhile, like I'm gonna fall ill anytime. Lastly, adding to worsen my body condition, I had insomnia! The clock struck 3:45am already but my mind was as awake as hell! ... Mama-mia! 45mins more and we hafta prepare to hit the road already! Woowoo... T.T

In the end, I went. Thanks to a-Bee~! ^_^ He stayed awake all night, not because he had insomnia too, (he will never have insomnia) but because he was busy preparing sandwiches for the gang. He has this "if-u-are-not-going-it's-pointless-for-me-to-go" shyt, and seeing him putting all his heart into making the sandwiches, how can I not go? Most importantly, he handmade a cold lemonade for me, hoping that my body heat will go away. *touched T_T*

We started trekking around 5:45am, when the skies were still dark. We couldn't see a thing! And how clever of us for not bringing any torchlight, but still manage to hit the hill top, with bare lights from our handphones! Hahaha... xD But lucky me brought an insect repellent, else some of us will be seriously violated by those blood sucking vampires!

The route was sometimes, kind of steep geh... It was quite oxygen depleting while climbing the hill, because before I could take a full sip of fresh oxygen, they will be converted into energy to put my foot ahead... Carrying my body weight is not an easy task already, I wonder what was

happening to W.Hong and my Bee?! LOL... Luckily there were alot of people trekking that day as well, and because we were too "petty" to "pay toll", we were jammed in the "pay cash" lane once awhile... these were the times where I could rest and pre-purchase more oxygen!

At last, after 1 hour or more, we reached the top! We were able to catch the first glimpse of the sunrise... *sigh in satisfaction* It was absolutely worth it! =)

This was supposed to be a super nice scenery...

But after uploading here it sucks...

Seems like the file will auto be compressed de... T.T

Baby's handmade egg sandwiches! They said it was nice! =) Good job!

After much attempts... yay! =)

=)

Being Just Enough Is Not Enough!

11/27

I've been holding back what I am supposed to say to you 3 weeks ago, and I let it all out tonight. I've been giving you hints, in order to save your face in front of group mates and yet you are too arrogant to realize it. And this caused me embarrassment. It's too much already! How could you abandoned us and went youtube-ing when we were having dead end discussions. You said our discussions were pointless sometimes and too draggy, but come'on, why don't you suggest something, voice it out to stop it, or whateva? Yes sometimes we still don't know something and discussing it is pointless, we should question the lecturer first. But then if we don't start discussing now, how do we know what we don't know? If we don't start now, we won't start doing the assignments forever. Perhaps you won't understand this because you are too used to one-man-show. Because you always think you can do good jobs even at last-minute. This group is unlike the one you had previously, you are not the king here, you are not the only leader. Nobody is your secretary. Everyone is leader, and everyone is member. Say that I'm kia-su or whateva, I don't want everything to be last minute, I wanna know clearly my timetable, because I don't wanna waste time! Perhaps it's the wrong idea for me to be in the same group with you. Perhaps it's already a wrong idea for me to be in the same U with you!!

You are very lucky indeed to born with a silver spoon. You get almost everything you want. You don't have to worry about money. You don't have to worry about having to buy your own car, because your family provide you with one, free on fuel somore! In addition, you are talented. You have a good voice, and over-the-cloud confidence, and you can easily earn more in a month than your peers. But being talented is just not enough. You said it's just enough, just nice, but to me, it is not! How can you be so contented? It's so dangerous to say that! Your talent will only bring you to a certain level, and if you don't do something more, and keep thinking you are the best already, thinking about "enough already", then you will forever be stagnant in that level you set for yourself. I cannot stand your "tidak-apa" attitude anymore! If I'm thinking of the future right now, I'll put a big cross on you.

Yes other girls might be thinking you are the best man, best boyfriend that one could ever had. Some of them even think they deserve you more than I do. Perhaps they do. They might be also thinking that, "you are not as good as him so why, or who are you to judge him that way?" Yes, I know I'm not the best, I'm not good either. I don't have any talent, I'm not pretty, I don't achieve anything great in my life, I sucks! That's why I'm working on it... I just don't know how, or where. That's why I wanna at least do the best on what I can.

I think sometimes... things just have no more other solutions but to put a full stop on it already. I just hope I can get help in getting what I want the most right now.

P/S: Don't promise me things that you cannot deliver anymore. The worst thing one can do is to give hope, and then destroy it. You can hear the sound of tearing a paper, but not when tearing my heart.

Who Am I...?

11/25

I hate that when someone says something, and made me feel that I'm inadequate...

But yeah, I don't know what I can do best... I still can't find out... I suck!

Anyway, I'll do all my best in the presentation later! Hmph!

Till Dawn Genting Trip

11/22

I've not been rajin enough in updating my blog...

And I've lost track of what happened in this month that are worth writing about. Hmm...

I guess I'm saying to myself... Lets skip those and start anew~! Hoho...

Okay I have Econ assignment 2 to pass up on Monday, and Account presentation on Wednesday.

Today is Saturday (Saturday already! T_T) and I should be working on them...

But instead... I find myself fighting against the super chilly cold weather... in ...GENTING! I think I still can feel the coldness!

Can you feel the coldness just by seeing this pic?

[Taken by Baby's D90]

It's Evan babe's idea that we have this gathering. How could I say no? If I did, Noobee won't be going because of his stupid "if-you-were-not-there-it's-pointless-for-me-to-be-there" shyt! Then I'll be indirectly ruining this gathering! Oh no... I'll not be the culprit! And furthermore, we have not gathered since birthday celebration at Greenbox. So... ON ON ON ba! Haha! xD

After having dinner with Alex & his girl, Aurora, at Kim Gary, we headed up the hill!

On the way, a super embarrassing thing happened to me - stomach emergency! @.@

I have been feeling ill quite sometimes after yesterday's Kenny Rogers at Mid Valley... Oh I never expected it to dial 999 at this time geh...

Come to think of it now... it's kinda hilarious! Okay la... embarrassing things do happen once in a while. Just wish that it don't happen again in the future.

As usual we first had our drink in Starbucks. I'm surprise this time Zhilin did not pronounce it as Star-*ucks! Maybe because his dear, Yvonne, was there... hohoho!

I have to salute those to drank cold coffee... at this kind of weather... Phewww~!

So I got myself a hot coffee, nevermind what its called, but it's darn delicious! Almost 70% of it gone into my still-feeling-uneasy stomach. Partly because Bee is too into discussing his new love with W.Hong, and ignored me T_T poor me... I did it for vengeance...kakaka... jkjk...

Me & my hot coffee~!

[Taken by Baby's D90]

Elize with her cold coffee, with my favorite whip cream on top!

[Taken by Baby's D90]

Be light-bulb with Zhilin and his dear, Yvonne babe!

[Taken by Baby's D90]

Next up, of course, the casino! Okay this is the part I kinda hate the most...

I hate that the casino is always full of smoke puffed from those people, it is so cancerous! And, I hate when Baby gamble and lose... Give me the RM100 and I can get you something better! And most of all, I hate that the guards always hafta stop me and ask for my IC when the rest of my friends can easily walk into the casino! Gahhhhh... I'm more than qualified to get in the casino ler ok? Woowoo...

But... the good thing is A-Bee won that night, after around 10 mins we set feet in front of the

gambling table! W.Hong too! And the best part is... he gave me 50 bucks... wahahaha... extra 50 bucks of pocket money! Yay! But not to my surprise, or you shouldn't be surprised too... the 50 bucks habis the next day... all spent on treating A-Bee makan... 50 bucks nowadays is like... a few penny! Haiz... damned inflation!

Kelvin: "Thank you Uncle Lim, for sponsoring this wonderful trip, and the delicious meal. Next time, must bless us and let us win more. Amen."

-.-" This is my Bee... he always does funny funny stuff...

The rest of the trip we spent time lepaking & modelling for Baby & W.Hong... with their new D90! I hate to admit this... I kind of like it, too! Hoho... Here are some pics of us modelling...

Gotcha me in the mirror!

[Taken by Baby's D90]

The famous escalator's photo-taking! Yay! See Elize poking her head out -.-

[Taken by Baby's D90]

We were so hungry we thought we can finish this!

[Taken by Baby's D90]

Evan babe riding on giraffe!

[Taken by Baby's D90]

I'm lovin' it!

[Taken by Baby's D90]

What a great nite! ...and did I mention, we lepak till around 5/6 in the morning?!!!!

Gosh... when the clock strikes 8am I'm officially awake for 24 hours jor lo!!!

Hey bro and sis, when is our next gathering at Kajang for Satayyyyy huh??? Remember to bring your thumb drive by then, to save the almost 1 GB pretty pretty photos of us!